I did not post a blog in November – my first time to skip a month since I started writing last year. I simply could not get myself to do it; I couldn’t get myself to log on to WordPress PERIOD.So once again I apologize for all the posts I’ve missed from the blogs I…
Tag: emotions
Unmasking the Harlequin
Something happened last Tuesday. A week ago today and also exactly a week after my full moon anxiety attack. The man I’ve been talking about in my blogs since this past November finally contacted me. It was just past 9:30 that night of the 14th when I heard the text notification sound on my phone…
April Flowers and Full Moon Panic Attacks
So far April has been just a continuation of the March madness – intensified a bit, in both “safety measures” and with my anxiety.Our “orders” here in Tulsa are still pretty much the same, which remain fairly loose, but stores have increased their social distancing precautions and procedures.As in setting up designated entry ways and…
Working Through Strange Times: Emotions, Uncertainties & Life Goals
The Coronavirus. Everyone is talking about it. It’s the favorite topic of news and social media, and the panicked motivation behind the toilet paper craze. A pandemic that has “taken over the world” in every sense of the phrase. We’ve seen a dumbfounding amount of ridiculous behavior resulting from this “unprecedented event”, and it’s been…
The Month for Dreaming
“January is the month for dreaming.” – Jean Hersey I came across this quote a couple years ago and thought it really fit. I’ve been “dreaming” all this month, as I usually do in January, but it’s especially significant and the focus this year. This is the most positive, most hopeful mindset I’ve been in…
Another Heartbreak for the End of the Year
I don’t even know how to start this post. I don’t want to start it, for one thing. With what has happened in the past few weeks, I have lost the desire to write rather than being compelled to it. It’s a matter of having so much to say and so little emotional strength left…
November Sights, Thoughts and Weird Feelings
One of the most terrifying things about life is how fast time flies. It’s scary to think about how it feels like 2019 just recently got here and we’re already at the tail end of November.It scares me even more knowing that every year seems to go by quicker and quicker, and every late December…
Attempting “Therapy Tarot”
For the last day of July, I’m closing out with more mystic “food for thought.” I came across this tarot spread idea on Facebook a couple months ago and considered trying it out. I’m very sporadic with using my cards, and yesterday I finally got myself to do it. It’s me we’re talking about, so…
The Name of My Affliction
It was something I was used to doing every year – visiting my grandparents’ grave. It’s been an annual family tradition of ours to each year visit the veterans’ cemetery and have a picnic lunch afterwards. The “afterwards” has always been my favorite part, because, although I never wanted to seem disrespectful or uncaring, I…